nightmare?

so i ate a lot at dinner yesterday and was still super full when i went to sleep. i think this had a hand in what happened to me last night. i don't know if it was a dream or not, but i remember having stomach pains in the middle of the night. the reason i don't know if it was a dream was bc i don't think it woke billy up so it makes me think that maybe it was a dream, but then i remember the pain and so i thought it was real. maybe it happened when i was sleeping and so i wasn't fully aware of what was going on except for the pain. ahhh i don't know, but i do know that it took a lot out of me and i didn't have a good night's sleep so now i'm super tired. grawr.

adventure

last night i had whole bunch of adventures. first i remember that i was with two of my friends, but not sure who exactly, and we were in a party/costume store and we were looking for something. then, we found some wood and my friend said that she was gonna try and be a vampire killer or something and i asked her why not just buy an old cross, but she didn't want to so we just bought the wood and i was playing around with a nail file and accidentally cut it up wrong. then, we went to the car and we were driving around. after driving around we saw these big animals fighting each other and we were watching them when all of a sudden they started fighting so hard that the water started to grow waves. while this was going on we tried to get out so that we could get away from the water. we were climbing up some rocks and i was having a hard time because i had socks on. and it was hard to climb up the rocks bc some of them were spiky and some were round. when i finally get up to the top we can see the water rising in the bottom. then, we were walking around we saw a guy. we were going to get to him and saw these other guys. all of a sudden i was at billy's house and i was waiting for billy when i saw one of his roommates. he was just standing there when he suddenly got pulled away. and that's when i woke up.

also i had a separate dream from this one. i was at a beach with some of my family and we were swimming when huge waves would come in and pull some of us away and it would freak me out bc i didn't want to lose anyone in the water so i would always go back in and look for everyone. it was quite scary.

millionaire matchmaker

so i had a dream lastnight and the lady from millionaire matchmaker was in it with her assistant. i think they were trying to set me up on a date, like i was the millionaire, but they were in the process of giving me a makeover. before anything could happen though, i woke up. i really wanted to see what kinds of guys she'd try and hook me up with and what i would look like after the makeover.

chased

so i had a couple dreams while i was napping. i had woken up a couple times while i was napping but would go back to sleep and my dream would continue.

in the first part of my dream, i had gone to a house with some of my friends and we were all chillin and having a good time. then i woke up a little and went back to sleep. in my dream, a couple of my friends leave the house and i see them getting into my friend's car. i started getting my stuff ready and grabbing my friend's comp before they left, but as i open the door, i see the car start leaving. i go back into the house, furious, and i fix my stuff together in a fit. i look back out the window and i see them stop look out and start laughing and leaving. i go around the house and see the owner and his wife and i tell them that i was leaving, then i go to my friend geezy and ask him if he could come drop me off back to my dorm before the others came back. i took all my stuff and we started to leave, then i woke up again. when i go back to sleep, i was still at the house, but now i stay there and the owner has friends over and i don't want them to see me, but i see billy outside the window and i try to hide a little but he sees me through the window and he comes in secretively. he gave me a kiss, then he said something stupid that made me mad so i get up and head to the bathroom to lock myself in. he gets to the bathroom before i can close the door on him. he asks me what he did wrong and we get in an argument. he wants to close the doors, and we keep talking, then we stop arguing. he tries to wash his hands, but he presses a button that panics everyone. i try to get billy out but he wasn't looking good, and was getting sleepy so i tried to get us out of there before the people saw us. we tried going into a not so obvious place like a game store so we try to go in, but billy's credit card didn't work to get us in. so we get out, and the people say something in spanish and we saw everyone putting their hands up so we tried to blend it, but i got separated from billy somehow. then they started moving the people around into a hotel area and billy was put in before me and then i woke up.

mice

so the other night, i had a dream that there was a mouse in my bf's house. and i thought it was cute bc it reminded me of the hamster in the vid "hamster on a piano".

that day his roommate tells us that there's a mouse in the house and he had heard it scurring around the same night i had the dream.

coincidence? maybe..

escape

i get a lot of dreams where i'm running from someone or trying to escape. last night i had a dream where i was with some people and first i was in a store with patrick, carol, and some other family members. we were looking around and we were at a cosmetics section and i tried some on and then we started to leave. before we leave tho, patrick pulls out a gun and shoots at the cosmetics and then we started to rush away acting like it didn't just happen. we were walking along hoping no one would notice, even though how someone wouldn't notice would be kinda weird. then this securtiy person stops us, and asks us if we saw anything. we said no, then another one comes and starts saying that my grandma was the last person they had seen near that area. they started taking her away, but i stop them and say it was me because i didn't want my grandma to go anywhere with them. i started crying, and i told them that i had tried on some of the make up but that was it. after that, they let us go. we started running away from the place in case they change their mind, then i noticed that someone was shooting at an area that we had to cross. it was in certain intervals too so i decided to go ahead of everyone to test my theory. i was kind of nervous bc i was scared my grandma would get caught if she didn't make it through the area fast enough. afterwards, i told them exactly when to go, and everyone rushed over, and luckily, my grandma made it through.

then my dream separated. i started having a different dream this time, and there were these dogs and cute puppies that these guys had. i was talking to one of them bc he had the smallest puppy and i asked him why he had it. he said that his friend was supposed to buy it from him but they decided not to so he got stuck with it. after that i went into a building and i was with some people. they were a couple and had a kid with them, but the woman had just arrived to the states and didn't have all her paper work and so the guy asked me if i could go get it so that she could be able to live here with him. so i go to the place to get their passports and such, and i told the lady about their circumstance and so she lowered the price for everything to be instead of $45 per person to make it $30. i yell out to the guy to give me money but he doesn't hear me. so i keep yelling and then i notice these people come into the building and i knew that if i didn't get these things payed quick, something bad was gonna happen, so i rush to get my purse and wallet and get out some cash to give the lady. one of the guys who came in stopped at our station to watch and we were nervous bc we didn't want him to notice how much i had given and to notice that it was short a couple bucks. the guy tells the lady in the station to show him the money and she puts it in her purse and i told her to put it in an envelope so that it doesn't look like she's pocketing it. and then i was leaving with the stuff, and i had an out of body experience and noticed that the guy stopped and then started going after the girl who had taken the money after realizing that she didn't have enough money. so i try texting the guy to run bc i knew he would go after the guy next, but the text was taking forever. so i ran up to where they were and told them to run.

then i woke up bc allen woke me up.

what an odd dream.

startled awake.

that's what happened to me today. i was having a pleasant dream when i was woken up by y mom. it startled me awake so, as soon as i opened my eyes, i couldn't remember what my dream was about. all i know is that it was pleasant...i wish i could remember.

killing

last night i had a dream where people were killed. i remember there were people that i didn't kno but i lived with them in the house. there was this guy who was being persistent about being around me and i told billy and that made him angry. a fight ensued and then the guy was knocked around bc he kept coming at me and then he fell down stairs and died. and then there was this girl she started attacking me and i started hitting her back and then she died too. it was very scary bc i kept trying to get away from the people. i hate dreams like that. i def did not have a good night's sleep.

waking up

so i don't remember my dream from last night completely, but i did have a dream in between when i woke up from my alarm and a couple alarms of billy's. i thought it was real too. in the dream, i had hit snooze on my phone alarm and went back to sleep. then billy and i were trying to get up when i look up at the clock. the clock said it was 5 something so i got confused, but felt happy bc that meant more sleep. and then i woke up and realized that it was a dream after all.

this juss shows how much i didn't want to wake up this morning :(

diseased

so in my dream last night i had some kind of illness. like i went to the pool with my family and i started feeling itchy so i got out and put ointment. after awhile of juss sitting around and watching people i noticed something was wrong with my skin. there were black round things coming out of my skin in my arms so i tried taking them out. it was kind of disgusting actually. no one really noticed anything wrong with my skin so i didn't think anything of it.

after awhile my dream sort of changed. this time i wasn't with family, i was with friends. i go to the bathroom and was trying to clean myself up but then i noticed i was bleeding. i had gotten my period and didn't have a tampon on me. i asked a lady in the next stall...for some reason the stalls weren't very tall so i could see over it...the lady said there was a tampon dispenser. so i went and checked if i had any change in my pockets, luckily i had a bunch of change. so i got one, finished up in the bathroom and went outside.

i was at a diner with some friends when mg, marie, rhys, and some of the SU crew come in. mg comes over to my table and starts talking to me. she was complaining bout something that i wasn't listening to. but yah...it was definately a weird dream.

2-23-09

so i took a nap.

this dream took place in a house and the place kind of reminded me of the philippine bc there was a part when i was outside of the house and it reminded me of the streets in the PI. i don't remember how the dream started or wat parts happened when, but i'll try to keep it in chronological order.

the part that i remember first happening tho took place in the 8 i think tho. or somewhere similar. i was there with some people and i noticed people crowding around an area and so i went to check and there was a spider on one of the counters. i didn't think anything of it at first bc it seemed like a small spider, but when someone passed by they tripped on something. that's when i noticed it had super long legs and it freaked me out. i was sort of fascinated by it tho bc its legs were so long, and then i had a flash back of a similar spider but the legs weren't as long as that one. i took a closer look and the thing the girl tripped on weren't really the spider's legs, they were juss long stringish things that were nailed onto the counter close to the spider so that it appeared like its legs. after that i decided to keep walking around. he was with wayne, jun eric and nancy. i went to where they were but they started heading outside. i got outside and called out to them and asked them where they were going. jun eric said that they were gonna go somewhere but billy wasn't going with them. jun eric and them got in wayne's car and left and me and billy start walking up the street. this boy comes up to us and he's got a basketball in hand and asks if we want to play. billy seemed really excited but i said that i didn't want to play. billy and my friend phu started talking but the boy tries to follow me as i move out of the way behind some cars on the sidewalk and says that i have to play with them bc they weren't even. then i look up and see that phu and billy were in a car and billy says that he's heading up with phu and they juss drove off. so i was trying to get away to go follow them but this big guy comes and asks why i was behind the car, and this other guy comes up and asks if i wanted to play ball but i said no and i kind of inched away as the big guy and the boy start talking to each other.

as i was walking to where ever billy was i was sad bc he had left me with that boy i didn't kno and didn't even stop phu to let me get in the car. then i got a text message and it was from him, but i don't remember wat was on it. i got to his place and he was juss on his computer, he said hi and went on looking at his comp so i went on my laptop. he sent me a link to one of his sites that looked kinda like a blogging/journal site. then he asked if i had one so that he could stalk me on it. i told him i didn't have one and asked him wat it was. he started coming towards me and he tried to explain it to me, and it looked like a game to me. then we heard his mom calling him and he decides to hide under the blanket where i was. she comes opens the door and peeps in to see if billy was there with me, and i figured she would see him under the covers, but she didn't. he popped out and she asked if he showered yet so he could start getting ready for the debut he had to go to. he said no and left to go. i juss stayed in the room and waited. when he came back his mom came back to talk to him. i don't remember wat they were talking about. but all the while i was thinking to myself, "am i not invited? should i juss stay here? should i leave?" i decided to leave so that i wouldn't have to be at the house alone. so i told them i had somewhere i had to go to and left.

the next thing i knew i was at eric's place with karen. we were looking for movies to watch and all juss chatting. i looked at the time and told them that maybe i won't go see the movie with them since it was getting late and that i'd juss go back to billy's since he'll be home anyway. so me, eric and karen start walking outside and it was me and eric walking together while karen was behind us. i noticed that so i slowed down a little so that i was walking with karen. eric kinda slowed down to so that we were all walking together. when we got to billy's place i said bye to them and hoped they would enjoy the movie. i went inside the house....that's when i started waking up. i don't remember anything after that.

dreams

i've never kept a dream journal before so i thought, maybe i should start. it would be nice to look back and be able to read the different sorts of dreams i had. i don't remember my dream from lastnight since too much time has passed, but maybe i'll have one after my nap. i'll update as much as i can on this.